Where does your passion lie?

Over the past 9 months I have been acking for something and it has been eating me alive. After my wife left me I resigned from the church where I was serving. I did this against counsel from my accountability partners, leadership, and friends blessing. It was a difficult move, but I listened to some wise counsel from family and some friends. I needed time to heal and I needed to be restored to the man God wanted and wants me to be. I have been acking to get back into the ministry full-time and serve in that capacity once again. I know and understand that each and everyone of us has a ministry (full-time) even if you work outside of the church walls, but I remember when God first placed this idea in my mind. Since my sophmore year of high school I have been developing this idea of full-time ministry into a passion that is firey and it burns deep within me. I must say I am scared and I know it will be tough, but I am so ready again. I have learned so much about life and I am even more so passioniate about sharing the love of God and using the talents that God has granted me in a capacity of full-time ministry. I ask for your prayers that this time will come quick and that I will be ready.